Morning, papa send me to school, and before i alight, he told me to pay more attentions during lessons.
Then went back to class.
Couldn't stop thinking of it, but just told myself to don't care bout it.
Then Mr Mao came in. He checked the duty roster and i knew i'm suppose to sweep the floor.
I sat down there and Mr Mao called me.
I was thinking that he was going to ask me to sweep the floor, so i went.
Then he said, "很失望吧?" i nodded my head, and my tears automatically dropped down.
Then he continued. "昨天我看到了, 我也为你惊讶/失望. 那如果你要重考你就别只注重在华文, 也要注重在别的科目上."Then he continued talking, and when ending, i asked, can i go to the toilet?
I didn't expect him to talk to me about this. Only thought that he's going to ask me to sweep the floor..
Yea. I breakdown in the toilet. First time. I cannot stop. Tried controlling, end up, swollen eyes.
Walk back to class, trying to act as if nothing happened. But couldn't.
Friends came over. Comfort me. Yes, my expectation is high.
And i cannot get into this topic, if not, i'll tear.
