Was talking to Mummy just now. Told her things, and as usual, she was the best listening ears even when I need one. Though I know that she will always side me even when I may be at fault sometime. She understands me the best.
Finally voice out after a few days of keeping to to myself. Feeling less blue now..

Maybe the problem lies with me, and I think you all will agree.. I'm sensitive, demanding, expecting alot, selfish, childish and maybe jealous.

Well, after I got back from the talk with Mummy, I saw the pop up chat.

I didn't say anything about the meeting with secondary school stuffs. Well, planning since December, then? Ok, I've nothing to say, cause what I suggested was during January.. December WINS!

I just don't understand, even if we are getting older, getting busier why can't we do anything? Accomodating is one way. I've been grumbling, why I can make time for you all but you all can't make time for me? I was even thinking, 没有心就说啦. Well, take it for example, my girls from girls' dorm can even make time and accomodate each other for the chalet despite of the various commitments which each of the 6 of us have. We either sacrifices fun and cherish every moment which we could have together. Why can't we do the same? More over we're half the number.
I don't understand, yet I'm trying to be understanding.
How ironic?