Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Went to check the exact date for getting O Level results just now.
Date was on next monday,11 January 2010.
First i saw that date, i had a sudden strong feeling of fearing.
Called mummy wanted to tell her the date of the result.
She didn't answer. She called back within a minute. Told her.
I don't know why when i told her the confirmed date, i burst out crying.
I'm really scared! The scared consisted of many things.
Not many people may know. But things were set already? What can i do?

Did i said that bad dream i had on 3rd January night?
I dreamt that i got back my results. The person giving the result was Miss Chua.
The dream was messy. In that dream, i think that the criteria changed. Changed till don't know how. And my results turned out to be border line results. And adding up, i don't know how much i got but with a 3 infront.