>s>i agreed i was i really very sensative to things happening around me.
these are all my thoughts.

things was all handed to you to take control.
all the authorities were all given to you.
what about me?.
is it his liking towards you?.
meeting with the committee was you.
i wasn't even informed in anythings of that.
maybe that was no related with me, but i was here. i'm not transparent.
at least tell me something or what.
can always sms me to update me things or what.

a times past, i felt that, TCS is no longer that important to me.
i didn't feel anything.
just like you all.
busy for poly or jc, you all may even forgotten until my reminders.
why should i always keep this in mind?
i cherish you all. but did you all cherish the moments we had together?
you all said, it's the last time where we'll be able to go out together or rather gather.
but i don't have the feeling that you all cherished it.

as times passes, i felt that my ssgt rank was just a peanut.
i got no feeling for it already.
what's the point?..
last time, when got promoted, was happy.
happy for what? cause i got the rank, but now, i got no feeling.
the whole things became so cold.

that's my feelings.
i don't care did you read my blog or what.
it's my blog after all.