went to ah ma house..

1 issues to talk...
P.S: this does not includes about my friends.....

wanted to post this thing very long le..but i lazy to post..
now i post..
i seriously hate people who take their own friends for granted.
they just simply dump you aside if they don't need you..but when they need you to help them for something, they will be like so good to you and ask you to help them for the things..
this actually happened to me..but it does not involve in any of my close friends..
i think i don't treat this kind of people as my friend....WTH!!
this type of people see you le then act as if he/she don't know you..
not even a hi/ a smile went he/she see you..then when he/she needs your help, he/she will just come over to you, and say in a so call "pity tone" like, " can i borrow from you something..?" something like that..then if he/she don't need you, he/she will look as if they don't even know you at all!!!!!..
i hate this kind of people and i don't wish to treat them as a friend as it's the way he/she treat me..and i won't go and help this type of people anymore..

haha!!..

another thing is, i want to say..
shouting really helps me to let go all the unhappy things..i really can forget what had happen also..haha!!..i realised it on friday...wasn't really happy or rather not in a good mood..
then was told to train the sec3s boys for footdrill..i gave them the competition format commands..i didn't vend my anger out on them..i really don't have..but after the section, i really feel more relax and forgot what happen..haha!!
then another time is when i was last min told to shout for morning assembly..haha!!..actually, that morning i was not very happy with what the juniors are doing..really super unhappy with it..then last min told to shout then go up lor..and went i came down, i'm really not unhappy/ angry anymore..haha!!..i guess it really help on me..LOL!..




another thing is competition..
share some experience ba..
i've went to 6 competition for the past 3 yrs..

yr 2005
1st competition: First aid competition
the role i take: Leader/Commander/No.1
catergory: Nursing Cadet
my team member:Chuthing,Syafiqah,AnnNee
>my thinking was: officers say go there to gain experience, then i didn't take it seriously..and i was lik play play type in trainings and when went to competition, i drag the whole team down
and we almost got the last..
my feelings after this competition: regretted..but can try again next yr..


2d competition: Footdrill competition
the role i take: member
catergory: Nursing
my team member: Chuthing,AnnNee,Syafiqah,Afiqah,Aisyah,Raden,Syazwanie,Meiying
>my thinking was: must win!! train so long, cannot let effort go down the drain!..
my feelings after this competition: happy!! we were only sec 1s and we could beat 1 RV de senior team!!..super happy!! haha!!

yr 2006
3rd competiton: First aid competition
the role i take: CPR/No.2
catergory: Nursing Adult
my team member: Chuthing,AnnNee,Meiying
>my thinking was: must win!! train by so many officers..even the big big one also came to train us..so must win..cannot let all the officers efforts go down the drain..
my feelings after this competition: SAD!! super duper sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!! we got last!! among all 4 teams....but officers said, its ok, we are the youngest in this catergory..but i still feel very sad..haha!! we cried and cried..and we also did something foolish, which was we went to the funfair and we play the ride until very giddy..haha!!

4th competition: National First Aid Competition
the role i take: Leader/ Commander/ No.1
catergory: Nursing Cadet
my team member: Afiqah,Aisyah,Raden
>my thinking was: not going to win..we didn't even have any proper training and we have no team sprits....and i felt that i'm a scapegoat...cos, the one who must go for the competition is not me..
my feelings after competition was: abit sad..but no point..cos no training no nothing..but something happened during the competition..then it affected my feelings also..

yr 2007
5th competition: First aid competition
the role i take: Leader/ Commander/ No.1
catergory: Nursing Adult
my team member: Chuthing, AnnNee, Meiying
>my thinking was: must win, at least get a 2nd..we was lik splitting like that..we did not have enough time to train oursleves as we need to train junior also..then also have no cooperation between the team..
my feelings after the competition was: haix......our last competition le..then i the end become like this..we didn't get last..but we got 3rd..not happy with result..of course there is someone who cause this..but we can't blame anyone anymore as it is over le!!

6th competition: Footdrill Competition
the role i take: Member
catergory: Mix team
my team member: AnnNee, Chuthing, June, Syafiqah, YongThai, Jiahong, Weite, Kianwei
>my thinking was: must get champion!! cos i think we could easily fight through and get champion..cannot let sir's effort goes down the drain..
my feelings after the competition was: we only trained for 1 week..1 week only!!..a miracle..haha!! was overjoy!!

So, will there be my 7th competition?? i guess no?..
so, throughout all the 6 competitions, every eve of the competition, i cannot sleep..too nervous..
then when everytime, waiting for the result to be out, was hoping that there was a miracle that the emcees will annouce my team number out..was hoping that that the emcees will say the wrong team number and say my team number..haha!!..this is my competition experiences.. so, through all this competitions, you can see, first aid competition, i really didn't get any trophy for it..this is what i regretted..

out of the 6 competitions i went 5 of them was with ann nee and chuthing..hmm..i really hope that we could go to the last competition together this yr..but we can't as we have our examination..


another thing, i've found another goal....work harder and based on my results, mummy will see if she allows me to go hongkong..is the sj de trip..5D4N..haha!..Work Hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha!!