this is my fourth year in sj le!..
so what?..
sometimes, i'm proud that i'm from sj..but now, i'm not proud of it..
maybe today i'm really happy for my sec1 group, benjamin,jin tao,min aung, reshe, taufik..
well i teach the 5 of them footdrill..sedia,kekana lu rus and senang diri!..
i'm really proud to be their instructor for footdrill today..
what i told them before i start to teach them,(basic discipline that i want to see from them..) and they really show me that.. happy!..teach them, yes, i see how they do footdrill is like how we have just stated learning footdrill when we are sec1..mistakes is of course..so it's ok for me....
so, after the short period of time like 20mins with them, i felt i have really achieve something..
something like chen jiu gan..you can feel that you have succeed something after teaching them..
you have teach them the things that you know and they slowly improve, you will feel that you have the chen jiu gan..ok..after that 20mins, there was a competition held between the 5 groups..haha..
i really felt very happy! they did have the sense of emergency when they run to fall in,^^ it's ok they did some little mistakes..but there is discipline in them..^^^^^^ok..then later was the prize presentation!!..
haah!! guess what?.. my group really got CHAMPION!!^^^^^^ hope that they will continue to have their discipline and improve on their footdrill as there is still rooms of improvement..^^^^
giving them alot of breaks really help!!..haha!! only for my group lar..
haha!
next was PT and recreation..
unhappy moment came..ok..nvm..safe it for the last..i want to say happy things now here..
then play netball..haha!..i was in group 4..leader also..then haha!..wanted to praise tall junwei!..
haha..he really know how to think le..yes!..
then chuthing keep calling me mango and i call her back strawberry!.. got reasons behind it one..but cannot say..haha!..nvm..she became wonderwoman!..haha! she fly when play netball..
because, she want to take the ball from short junwei then short junwei squad down and she fly!!..
haha!!..chuthing got abrasion on her right knee cap..but the blood was still bleeding after training..
...she bu ting hua!..LOL!

ok..now is the unhappy things that i'm going to say..
actually, today, i don't even want to come for traning..but somethings just stop me from thining about to skip training..
i dunno why..so after school waited for chuthing and ann nee..
wait for them for 30mins..then decide not to have lunch..we skip our lunch almost every training..
ok..firstly, ct ask sec3 to draw sj room key..
ok..nvm..mrs philip found the key in the end and pass it to us..
ok..
next..in appropriate pt attire..
sign..
scold them then we are in fault..what the point?..
never scold them, say got scold, what the point?..
i think wo dui sj mei you yi yi le..
yes..can say..left 2 more training only, can say we are useless..
come training and never come training also the same for me..
then what the point for me to come?
wanted to elaborate something..but i dunno how to write..
only ann nee and chuthing really knows whats my feelings towards st.john now..
if i did cry in st.john, there is only 2 reasons..
1. lose in competition/disappiontment towards juniors.
2.happy that i succeed something.
had be in sj for 3yrs and now the fourth year..
now, for me, i think there is more unhappy moments than happy moments for me in sj..
ever since we took committee when we are sec2, i have really experience more unhappy moments than happy moments..
nvm..no point saying all these now..
they will experience it!! the way that they are treating us, they will get it from their junio..it is just a cycle!
i didn't fulfil what i promise myself to do on today's training..
next time de 2 training see my mood..
i happy i come..i not happy i don't come!