few days ago,
was toking on the phone with one of my friend..
later my friend told me something..
then i dunno how to reply, almost cry out tat time..

i dunno how to forget things..
can someone tell me or teach me how to forget things??
sometimes, can i say i am really tired le?
i really wan to stop and rest..
i am really very tired of it le..
but someone seems to dun care anything..
i think i am used to it already..

now, i really du trust ppl le..
i also dun wan ppl to trust me..
i have got betray by someone,
i have also betray someone..
i really dun wan ppl to trust me le..
i also dun wan ppl t trust me..

i'm really very guilty,
who can help me? i really need help..
i wan someone tat i could really trust to help me!
ARGH!!!! i wan to shout!
i am really very very stress now!!
how to help someone?
how can i console someone?
i dunno what to do..
i really need help..
i wan someone to help me!

tat person trust me so much
yet i sot of betray tat person
i trust someone so much,
yet someone betray me..
at first i shld keep it to my self..
shouldn't have say anything!

now my feeling is totally mixed!!
i dunno what to do! help!!
upset,disappionted,guilty,worried,no mood